Am I a writer?

Okay, blog number two.  From me to you.  I have been reading other peoples blogs....and they are talented people.  Words running around words, around sentences, jumping, and tumbling like a gymnast.  I'm watching, on the edge of my seat thinking that I'm not going to make it, that something is going to stop me from continuing my journey through this unknown land that the writer has made for me....or for themselves....I'm afraid that I can't keep up with these other poly-syllabic geniuses...I'm afraid because I think I sometimes use words that have a meaning that I've never learned.... Maybe I am a just big hack, taking and taking, more and more shit I hear from others.  I know I shouldn't curse on the web because one day someone will see this....should've took the Samuel Clemens route